Day 39 - 327 Remaining- Sun 18/12/11 

Today was simply the best! Woke up really really late! And my phone died so I missed Todd’s messages!! :( then got up and had pop tarts :3 and watch tv till mum came home.

Then I was getting ready to meet Atalaya and Monika for coffee when Todd came online!!! And he was really sad and that he missed me a whole Lot and that he was ‘megan sick’
I was then coincidentally about an hour late to meet Monika and Atalaya so they had coffee without me and we all just went on a walk afterwards and it was nice.

Then came home and got ready for the carols tonight. Picked Monika up and headed down to the carols. The carols were okay, saw another past lava and it kinda made me feel an odd sense of satisfaction because I think he’s starting to know that he picked the wrong girl and he has to live with that mistake. And tonight I was just simply doing my best to always be on his mind. “you couldn’t have me, I didnt want you, you set yourself up to lose!”

Then dropped Monika home and came home and re-watched Parks And Recreation season 1 with mum and did some puzzle :3 almost finished!!!1!1! Now watching some old Daria episodes and hoping these two sleeps until Todd comes back go fast.