Day 64 - 302 Remaining- Fri 13/01/12

‎”She never mess with entertainers cause they always leave..”

Today was good!
( i know this is a crappy screen cap but tumblr sucks today)
Woke up ridiculously late! Then went to run errands with mum. I went back to the Library where i spent the two months in preparation for the HSC. And tbh it felt SO WEIRD to be back there, yet i was filled with such accomplishment knowing that it all payed off.

Then Todd came home from fishing and was messaging me so i was happy! Then got a slurpee! yay! Then went and finalised all of Matilda’s present for tomorrow! double yay! And then came home.

FINALLY met up with my dearest best friend, Monika. We chilled for almost two hours just talking about EVERYTHING and it made me so happy. I really do cherish our friendship so so  much and i have never been so glad to know that we’re going to be this way, forever.  Looking forward to many bike rides in the future.

Then skyped Todd and finalised the missing posts on here whilst listening to a LOT of Kanye and tumbling on my normal blog. And the old song, “Homecoming” has really hit home tonight. i keep having these nostalgic little urges that i would gladly like to rid. I think it’s just getting round to that time of the year again and my memory is twitching and flinching at having to be reminded again. I know i tell myself i’ve totally moved on, but what if i haven’t mentally? Anyway, today and tonight’s sleeplessness is awarded to you. 

Don’t get me wrong, i have never ever been happier in my whole entire life than i am right now. I love my boyfriend and my life and my friends very very much. Yet it is not humanly possible for someone to not think of “what could have been.”

“do you think about me now and then?”